There is much you cannot do. What that is within our capabilities is limited. You have only 24hrs a day. You have a pair of hand and leg. You can work effectively with 3 tasks at the same time; shouldering more task and you will screw up. The attention span of an adult is 7 minutes. You are unable to lift weights that is 150% of your weight. You can only accomplish this much. You are limited.
I am lacking of many abilities and my capabilities are not as sharp as many I have seen. This I believe is labelled as feeling inferior. I feel inferior. It gives a sense of incompleteness and something haunts you to make you give up. The hauntings surfaces each time you fail and when your peers have better achievements.
I will not end like this. I will not lose to this hauntings. Maybe I may never be better than my peers in any area but I will not let this gap be so wide that even those close to my heart would suffer.
It is normal to feel this lacking. I will not fall into a cycle of self pity - a trap that is carefully build by the evil one. I will live my best. Feeling good everyday. Doing good everyday.
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