Feeling low

Feel zapped of energies the inside and out
The reluntance to move is gargantuan
Where did the birds' aubade to greet the morning went?
Gelid is everywhere and every moment
In the night my calves cram because of the cold
Feeling as though I'm making mondegreens
Misinterpreting everything I see and feel
Have I heard you wrongly?
Or the percuniary struggle has finally caught up
Facade of smiles and wide grin failing
Distrait by the many on-going's that I can't keep track of
Laying in the wait and withdrawn into a carapace
But it isn't even the examinations!
Moreover, it's my last semester!
Laying in the wait and ready to strike is a tiger
Don't even understand the events leading to this!
Bothered that I'm being too sensitive!
I'm frangible and it's confirmed
Once again, I'm brokened

I'm hiding at home, loving my family.