D12

Back to life and restedness. There's no cell tonight and wanted to plan for something, like meet Wilson to watch DVD but got distracted and forgot all about it. Wanted to do some FYP today but didn't in the end.

Got a call and made my way down. Not to the lab for FYP. Last night, I felt uneasy but thought that things would turn out better after they meet. A turn of events. Saw drain boy first and got to knbow that the other two were in the room. Spoke to drain boy, allowing the two to talk a lil'. He came to come decision and gave time and space, unquantified. There is much for him to consider at this stage. The two spoke much and I tried to keep my involvement to the minimum so that they can sort things out.

Left and help Carrot with course reg. Met Weixian and said hi and ended there. weird. Somehow I couldn't log on and after trying for an hour with Carrot uncontactable, I left for home. met "True friend whom I didn't know". Chatted heartily and found a pic on her E63. A pic of Nicholas sleeping. How scandalous. Delia called and chat then I remembered about my forgotten plans for tonight DVD session. How depressing.

A day full of "wanted" and "didn't".

Maybe this is the reason I'm not getting into a r/s.

Man have a tendency to be independent
Especially those that are in adulthood
Their lips and hearts sealed at every instance
Showing strength like how a man would

I saw and experienced a different ______ today
Less of confidence and more of emotions
Wanted to ask if he was doing okay
Held back for who would be in his situation

Extenting a listening ear and a caring hand
Today, tomorrow and the days to come
Wonder if a hug would help ease the pain
Perhaps happy tots would help bring a smile

Different is not bad. Different's just different.