Showing posts with label Happenings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Happenings. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

There's a lack of color here.




And when I see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seams
For absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
all the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But I know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years




I'm experiencing a gray scaled night.

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Here, is where I desire to be.

Now, is when I want fulfilment.

Monday, August 02, 2010

Casuistry...

... is needed to be applied in this situation.


Why doesn't this just go away or disappear.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Convo-ed

The entry ticket is now in hand.
The world is moulded by my attitude.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

How does it feel to say...

"Would you...?



Would you say "Yes"?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

The MFG Wall


Im back...

... to the bright side.


It's the start of normal day work.

Monday, June 21, 2010

May Happenings

Each day past with each second and hour
All are well spent when they come and pass,
If they are spent with people called friends
They are near and they are distanted
Nevertheless, in my heart, they are near far
Simply a phone call-email-sms away
Different seasons and different time
We met, gathered, built and love
Different seasons and different time
We remembers and recounts



STA-DY WEDDING











DAY OUT WITH DELIA




EOGM


YET CON STEAMBOAT


EXCO RETREAT








Recounting my steps thru' May.
My friends, you are in my prayers.

Thursday, June 03, 2010

I'm on D shift.




My world is turned topsy-turvied.

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Time to party...

... but the mood doesn't kick in.

In the cold aired room,
Scribbling abruptly stops
And party begins.



Thank God that it's kinda over.

Friday, April 30, 2010

mid-twenties crisis...

... it happened today.




jesus?

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

It's back.

Embarrased that it was passed back for much editing. The deadline agreed upon for the next submission is on thursday. It's going to be another round of mad rush. Impossibilities upon impossibilities.

"S.H.I.T."

Friday, April 09, 2010

Here again.

Exam Date

Exam Time

Course

Venue

Seat No.

27-APR-2010
0900-1100
MP4C04
HALL F-Sports Hall 3, Sports & Recreation Centre
1110
30-APR-2010
0900-1130
MP4005
HALL D-Sports Hall 2, Sports & Recreation Centre
404
04-MAY-2010
1700-1900
HS815
HALL A-Foyer, B1, Nanyang Auditorium
374



Breaking the barrier of fluid dynamics.

Thursday, April 01, 2010

105 Pages

It's finally done.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Job offered

10.05 call for cab
10.10 got into cab
10.45 reach woodlands, meets Chui Wah, surrender mobile n ic

...lost track of time...

wore shoe covers
ushered to hr office
resume form filling
meets stephanie
personality test 1
didnt start personality test 1
ushered off
meets boon kiat

=========================
problem solving:

1 X 2 X 3 = 72
1 + 2 + 3 = ?
Galileo's the youngest

What's the age of the three children?



Interview with boon kiat
=============
oh. so he is the section manager


Interview with siew wai
=============
he is the manager. okay.


ushered back to hr
meets ken ho again
continued with personality test 1
lunched at cafeteria
ushered off
=============
meeting the directer. yikes.


interview with lim beng chea
signed a self declaration letter
ushered back to hr
personality test 2
reasoning test
spoke to weihan
a long wait

ushered off
=============
meeting the vp of hr. numbed.

wait
met dee
weihan appears
chat
interview with ms seow
found out that I did the test wrongly
candid exchange
ushered to hr
waited
ushered to meeting room
had coffee
job offered
reading of terms
bunny suit measured
ushered to lobby
retrieved belongings
thank chui wah
got out
called fiona
cabbed back to ntu






"I have not seen family commitment placed as priority 1 for years."

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Interview

Was called for the final interview for OBS instructor and went for it. Out of the 9candidates who survived the selection camp, 5 remained: Wei Zhen, Jeffrey, Shahid, Hassan and me.

During the interview, many questions were asked and they seem to know that I can talk a lot. And the 1st question was why I should be selected as an instructor and I was given 2 minutes to prevent over talking. I choose one point to talk throughout the time given - My belief in experiential learning.

From there, it moved on from the different experiences that I have and occasional insertion of questions and peer appraisal again. ARGH. but this time it was easier as it was about who should be selected. I chose 1st to be Jeffrey for his reliability and smiles, Wei Zhen for his calmness in making good judgements and lastly me and since they were so entrenched in the idea that I can really talk, I said for my communication skills.

A queer question was asked by Mr Han: If there are two casualty, one male and the other female, who will you save? I couldn't answer and asked for more details and there was no other details given and instinctively, I said I will save both of them and if there is possibility of calling for help I would but if there isn't, I will save the both of them. In retrospect, it may logically be impossible but my heart says I can and I have to.

During the Q&A, I asked a question about the idea where the corporate arm of OBS could generate a revenue sufficient to support and fully subsides the expenses of the training branch so that the youths that come into OBS can enjoy the learning experience without paying a cent. After further shariung and understanding the replies from the panel, I realised that the student pay zero dollars and that it's the schools that pays. This beautiful picture in my mind was rejected plainly and yet I see that this is possible and that the principals who know in their hearts the benefits from the OBS experience, would surely send their students since it cost them zilch to allow their students to be there at Pulau Ubin.

Some learning points at the interview which Mr Han highlighted includes how I shouldn't think too long to answer as it's not examinations and the participants would want a quick answer. Another is that I should be as concise as I can and not give long winded answers.

I know that I will enjoy myself so much at this job where I get to challenge the next generation and to encouraging them in their pursuit of their dreams. So much more than being a higher paid equipment engineer at some plant pushing for higher productivity. Now, I need to seek the peace of God if this is the path to take. I need the approval of Daddy and Mummy if not I will not pursue this.






It's going to be tiring.

Monday, March 08, 2010

I'm number 3

My name was reduced to a number. I'm called 3 instead of my name. There was 23 candidates at the camp. All of them had names but was called by their number. Our vest held our respective numbers.

Afterthoughts... I have two main struggles for this selection camp, during and after.

During the camp, there was the peer appraisal process that seems like "backstabbing". There were interviews and paper exercise where you will indicate who are suitable to become an OBS instructor. The difficult part is answering the question of who isn't and the reason for that. My answers will kill the opportunity for the other candidate who is trying hard to get the job and increases mine. Due to the nature of the selection process, it seems very much like backstabbing and each time I had a lot of difficulties in sharing the incidences that deems one unsuitable. I take long pauses and it stresses me quite a bit.

After the camp, recalling the process, I realised that my sense of humblessness and humility were eroded. Under the system where you have to show that you want the job and that you are better suited for the job than the rest forces you to say things like "I'm number 1" and to prove in words and actions that you are better in various areas than the rest so as to stand a chance in getting the job.

Is this a positive or negative experience? Want to come out of all these thoughts as a better person. There is so much that I need to better myself to be a role model for my children.







Where did Jellies went to?

Friday, March 05, 2010

3 days 2 nights...

... begins in three hours time. God be with me.







I walk/swim/trek/kayak/navi/climb/fly by faith.